I shouldn't put these feelings in writing, but I cannot focus.
Lord have mercy on the souls of His departed servants. May their memories be eternal. Who could take the lives of these innocent children? How can someone do this to the children, to their families, their friends...? I think of a book my mom gave the kids about the Little's Angel. He is actually a little sad in Heaven because he misses Earth. I know it will be a blink of the eye before their whole family is with them and that the Lord, our God, and His mother is holding them today. But how can we hold their families? Its a parents worst nightmare, an aunt's worst nightmare, a sister and a brother's worst nightmare. And yes, its worse that it's right before Christmas. A time of excitement for children and now these families are mourning the loss of their children. I cannot contain my tears. I cannot contain the helplessness.
One of my friends pointed out the way to wage the war is to love.
"It is time to wage war . . . against the violence, anger, and hatred within our species. Regardless of your age, ethniticity, career, religious viewpoints, sexual orientation, monetary income, lets take this month as a starting point (regardless of religious holidays) to increase our efforts to reach out to all those in need. . . whether a family member, co-worker, friend, student, teacher, or a random stranger. My heart goes out to all those who lost someone in what seems to be a new trend of war against the "innocent". However, wouldn't it be sad to find out that those the same individuals who found it necessary to unleash their anger on the "innocent" were crying for help and support, and "us" as a society lacked to give them that care and support they desperately needed in their lives. Fight crime and atrocities with increases in love for all without restrictions."
I actually did not intend to *publish this when I did, but now 2 days later I don't have much more to say. I know these little angels and teacher angels are watching over their families from above. The families now have someone to intercede for them to their Heavenly Father.
While there are so many ways to be angry, and I see a lot of anger over this in the media and on FB. I still hold to the belief that we must pray for all involved. Showing hatred helps no one. I see so many needs that are to be addressed because of a tragedy like this. I pray that when they are addressed many, many more lives will be saved.
One final thought is to reach out to your children's teachers. Today, tomorrow, forever. We pray nightly for our children's teachers and I am going to make sure they know that. I can only imagine how difficult this has been for them. Pray for them!